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AAF23 Scared, I admit it now.

Written By: Kitten - Jul• 08•16

ok. I can admit it now. I am scared. I am petrified. Up until I got the call for the hospital appointmen, I could pretend that it wasn’t really happening. I could pretend that it was someone else that had this monster living inside of them, I have caught myself thinking “why couldn’t this be breast cancer or ovarian or some other cancer” something where they could just go in and remove the offensive organ and be done with it. Why couldn’t it be like that? No, I had to go and get it in my freaking bone marrow, which is thru my whole freaking body.

So yes, I am petrified. I worry now that I will be dead before my kids get married and give me grandkids. I worry that I will never marry the ma[......]

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AAF23 Stressed? Why worry about it?

Written By: Kitten - Jun• 27•16

Go with what you got. Don’t sweat the petty things and don’t pet the sweaty things. That has become my life’s motto. Since being stuck by cancer, I’ve become more focused on what is in front of me and less focused on what i dont have in front of. If I don’t have to worry about it, then Im not going to. I am going to focus on what is in front of me and just say fiddle de Dee to the rest of it. Pull a scarlet oh hara and chuck it in the bucket for another day.¬† (553)

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