Past Thoughts

Written By: aaf23

    • Big step

      Big step

      2126 days ago
      Well today I took a big step.20120627-194557.jpg I accepted my boss' offer to go intoo being a shift leader at work. She has been after me for a year to do this. But I always said no. Today she offered again. I told her I was afraid of letting her down. 2 of the last people she promoted quit with no notice. She told me she believed I would be a good shift leader and that the store owner wanted me too be one too. I thought about it and decided I would treat this the same way I did when deciding to separate from my ex.. I just closed my eyes, took a deep breath and said yes. I want to help her out and hate how some people have treated her. She does so much for me and is concerned not…
    • A truckers girl…

      A truckers girl…

      1880 days ago
      Being a truckers20130220-004140.jpg girl is hard. You spend most of your days and nights alone. It's hard work and takes a lot of patience and even more trust and faith in each other. Jealousy is not something that even needs to take place in your relationship. It could be days, weeks or even months that you spend away from each other. You have to work to keep your love strong and make sure your partner knows you love and miss them just as much as they miss you. Make the most of your time together. Whether you are doing something special or just watching tv. Do it together,
    • Too fast, too fast!! Slow down, slow down!!!

      Too fast, too fast!! Slow down, slow down!!!

      1467 days ago
      I got20140420-010128.jpg my sons graduation package today. It's all happening way to fast. I want it to stop. I'm scared. I want Davey to go to college and learn independence. But I'm scared that he won't be able to succeed. He has always had his teachers to help him understand things if he had trouble. College professors won't do that. I don't want him to fail. I feel my world is spinning to fast. I'm torn in so many different directions. I don't know whether I'm coming or going sometimes. Ive got so much on my mind, my neck and shoulder muscles stay knotted up. I have started keeping my worries and concerns to myself, because I dont want people to pity me, nor do I want them to think I'm a hypochondriac. I know some think my health issues are all in my…
    • What’s going on with me!? Here’s some updates

      What’s going on with me!? Here’s some updates

      1708 days ago
      Well, packers20130819-215955.jpg season is over and done. Raiders football is about to begin. Shouting and cheering from the stands is exhilarating. But coaching, whether its Cheerleading or basketball. It's such a rush. Being with children, reaching them cheers/plays. Watching them learn and apply what was taught, brings me such joy. And now that season has ended. A few years ago, I would be actively recruiting players for the league. But the idiot running it now doesn't start until October or later. And he wonders why he can't get a lot of kid in the league. I may contact the city league. See about coaching there for basketball. I dunno. Maybe Daveys buddies can convince him to play for the school. Got some health issues going on. Well, actually, I have no clue what is going on. Gastritis and ulcers. Weight gain. And numbness in…
    • When? Someday.

      When? Someday.

      1418 days ago
      I've been asked IMG_3799.JPGso many times, questions beginning with when. When will Jeff and I get married? When will I move back to Virginia? I don't know the answer to these questions. All I can answer is someday. Some day all my dreams will come true. Some day, our names will join as one. As our hearts have done.

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