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AAF23Scared, I admit it now.

Written By: Kitten - Jul• 08•16

ok. I can admit it now. I am scared. I am petrified. Up until I got the call for the hospital appointmen, I could pretend that it wasn’t really happening. I could pretend that it was someone else that had this monster living inside of them, I have caught myself thinking “why couldn’t this be breast cancer or ovarian or some other cancer” something where they could just go in and remove the offensive organ and be done with it. Why couldn’t it be like that? No, I had to go and get it in my freaking bone marrow, which is thru my whole freaking body.

So yes, I am petrified. I worry now that I will be dead before my kids get married and give me grandkids. I worry that I will never marry the man if my dreams. I worry every night that I won’t wake in the morning. I don’t know what is happening to me. I feel weird ever second of every day. (555)

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